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Love In The Dark

by Aunt Vicki

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1.
I used to be sad I used to feel sorry for myself I used to think nothing I had Was good enough I used to be angry I blamed myself for everything I used to carry around a lot of pain What changed within me What changed You came in and showed me I had everything already You came in and showed me I had everything within me I used to be scared I didn’t want my voice to be heard I thought if I was exposed Then I was in danger I used to be afraid I was always waiting For someone to come along the road And save me What changed within me What changed You came in and showed me I had everything already You came in and showed me I had everything within me I used to be sad I used to feel sorry for myself I used to think nothing I had Was good enough
2.
Lights Out 03:21
I live in a world Don’t know if it’s real or not But I’m alive I live with a girl I love a girl And we believe it’s right We live in a house It’s not our house And strangers fill the other rooms We do our best To keep it down But no one is around So I can be as loud as I want The days are long But never long enough for me At work in the morning Too tired when I get home When will I ever find the time to Be in my own little world It’s getting dark out We should be quiet It’s getting dark out We should be quiet But I can be as loud as I want Oh no it’s not enough We’ll never have the time To get this all down Before they turn the lights out
Lights out There’s something wrong here I’m feeling awkward I’m not afraid to turn and face the wall That’s Right There must be something wrong The walls are listening The walls are listening The walls are caving in The walls are listening But I can be as loud as I want Oh no it’s not enough We’ll never have the time To get this all down Before they turn the lights out Lights out Lights out Lights out
3.
Tooth and claw All that we are Girl of my dreams Beauty and the beast Stay with me Love in the dark Tear you apart Don’t be afraid I’m a man I’m a monster Table set for two And you try to run Knife in my heart I wanted to show you My good side Love in the dark Tear me apart Don’t be afraid I’m a man I’m a monster Give me a spark And I’ll light your fire Give me your heart And I’ll burn Down below The skin and bone that we are Deep in a nightmare Hiding ourselves Show me your fears I want to know dear So in the dark We still can see Beauty
4.
Mother, I 03:32
You gave me life And I took it With a bottle Without question Without looking back You gave your love And your time To me freely Til you were empty  Til there was nothing left Mother I’m selfish But I am not a fool You gave me everything What does that leave you? Mother I’m helpless Without you But I took it willingly Wasn’t I supposed to Wasn’t I supposed to You had your plans And you swept them Under the carpet Like a secret Like a dirty lie You held the world in your hands With your questions And your reasons In your hazel eyes Mother, I’m selfish But I am not a fool You gave me everything What does that leave you Mother, I’m helpless without you I took it willingly Wasn’t I supposed to Wasn’t I supposed to Yeah wasn’t I supposed to Wasn’t I supposed to You gave me life And I took it With a bottle Without question Without looking back
5.
Vigil 02:53
I light a candle for you brother Cus I don’t know What I can do I say a prayer while i’m going off to sleep And i’m hoping that it gets to you Say you’ll never find your way out this time Say that you’re right I keep an eye on you brother But I don’t know What you might get up to Am i sleeping Everything’s a bad dream  Everything’s about you Say you’ll find your way out this time Say that you’ll try I light a match for you brother Help you burn it to the ground Cus i was wounded in the same war as you And i’m not the one to lead us out.  You say we’ll never find our way out this time You say that you’re right Right Right Right Right I light a candle for you brother  Cus I don’t know what I can do
6.
The Line 02:49
I wanna crawl into a hole I wanna dig a little deeper I wanna be left alone for a while What if I never had a phone Would you remember how to reach me I don’t have a number anymore But I remember yours I’ll be ringing when I need a friend But for now the line is dead What if we never had it right And we don’t belong in all those pictures In hallways of our families and friends Here at the party I don’t talk much I watch all the exits And wait for the time to run out I know you wanted me to come out But I’m not really feeling it now I’ll be ringing when I need a friend But for now the line is dead I’ll be ringing when I need a friend But for now the line is dead
7.
Close To You 02:44
I’ve been close to you Other times before I wanted to Never had the words I thought of you Always seemed so far We’ve been close before Never quite enough Always wanted more Can i call you up What time is it On the other side Now I talk with you Any time I want I’m alone with you Even in the dark I’m a part of you Even when you’re not around I’m close to you Everywhere you are
8.
Island 03:15
Island I will go with you darling Far from the crazy people I will find a way Swimming Every day we’re swimming Caught In the waves We’re floundering but I will find a way Down below Is where I’ll go The ocean is calling us home Dark and quiet All alone And no one will know you’re with me That’s Right Someday we’ll have a private island We will be private darling Every single day And when All of our ships are coming in With all of our favorite people Who say they’re here to stay I’ll dive in Won’t you come with me darling Down in the deepest ocean I will find a way Down below is where I’ll go The ocean is calling us home Dark and quiet All alone And no one will know you’re with me Not ever
9.
Slowly with purpose Breaking my curses Moving in circles Scratching the surface Let it begin It all comes back to me What I choose to be The roles that I play The risks that I take I make the world around See as it’s spinning out Stories I’m writing now The words from my mouth Let it end It all comes back to me What I choose to be The roles that I play The risks that I take Yeah it’s heavy But It belongs to me My Slow and steady recovery Yeah it’s heavy But It belongs to me My Slow and steady recovery It all comes back to me What I choose to be The roles that I play The risks that I take
10.
Bed Of Roses 03:06
I'll make a bed of roses I'll throw myself at you I'll turn the world over To be with you You say it's not so easy It doesn't make sense When others see beauty You don't believe them I wanna show you I wanna show you I wanna I wanna Turn it all around for you The world is only what we wanna see I see you You say it's getting harder To be what they see You don't believe me You don't believe me Our love is like a movie We're on the big screen Nobody's even watching We are projecting I wanna show you I wanna show you I wanna I wanna Turn it all around for you The world is only what we wanna see I see you Nobody's asking you to change a thing I see you And nothing has to change And nothing has to change And nothing has to change And nothing has to change I'll make a bed of roses I'll throw myself at you I'll turn the world over To be with you To be with you To be with you To be with you
11.
Ruined Beast 03:13
What did I say I can’t remember Details run Edges fray Where have I been I don’t know Memories fade Time slows I tire as the loop closes in Tighter tighter circling I grind my teeth on old problems Find me humming in the end What’s my future Can you see Threads shorten Days creep What is there left here for me Hope is limping A ruined beast It’s time to sleep It’s time to sleep I tire as the loop closes in Tighter tighter circling I grind my teeth on old problems Find me humming in the end

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released January 7, 2022

All songs written by Lee Dyer and Erin Campbell.

Personnel:
Lee Dyer: Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Keys, Trumpet, Drums (tracks 7+8) and Arrangement
Erin Campbell: Vocals, Guitar
MG O'Shea: Drums (except tracks 7+8)

Recording:
Lee Dyer: All instrument recording (except drums)
MG O'Shea: Mixing, mastering and all drum recording

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Aunt Vicki Asheville, North Carolina

Based out of Asheville, NC

Aunt Vicki is a vintage suit, a little rough around the edges, but still the one you end up wearing to the party.

Good old fashion indie rock music.

Short songs sung by average sized people with guitars, bell bottoms, and nice shoes.

Sometimes there's a trumpet.
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